Thursday, 26 May 2016

மறப்பது நினைப்பதற்கே !

ஒவ்வொரு முறையும் முதல் முறை போல,
உன்னை காண விருப்பம் கொண்டு,
உன்னை மறக்கும் எண்ணம் கொள்கிறேன்.
படிப்படியாய்..
முதலில் கண்ட நாளை,
அன்றுதான் மீண்டும் பிறந்ததாம் ஒருகாளை.
பின்பு ஒற்றை முடி ஆடலை,
அதற்கேற்று ஆடிய இலையசைவை.
பின்பு  கண்களின் கபடி விளையாட்டை,
அதில் தோற்றபின் வந்தஎன் முதல் வெட்கத்தை.
பின்பு கால்களின் குதிரை பயணத்தை,
அப்பயணத்தில் ஜாக்கியாகிய கனவுகளை.
பின்பு கன்ன பல்லாங்குழியை,
அதில் நான் போட்டு விளையாடிய அச்சாங்கல்லை.
பின்பு கழுத்தோர வியர்வை கொலுசை,
அதில் குலுங்கிய இசையை.
பின்பு உன் உடை உருவாக்கிய வானவில்லை,
அதுகாண பெய்த மழையை.
பின்பு என்னவென்று விவரிக்க இயலா சிரிப்பை,
அதில் பிறந்த என்னவென்று சொல்ல இயலா உணர்வை.
பின்பு என் மனதான உன் மனதை,
அதில் கழிந்த ஓர் சிறிய இரவை.
பின்பு என்னை,
என்னை சுற்றும் எண்ணிலடங்கா உன்வாசனைகளை.
பின்பு இவ்வுலகை,
இவ்வுலகில் உன்னைதீண்டிய குளிர்காற்றை.
பின்பு ஏதும் இல்லா அண்டத்தை,
அவ்வண்டதின் கருப்பு நிறத்தில் தெரிந்த உன் உருவத்தை.
பின்பு ஏதும் இல்லா நிலையில்,
உன்னை மறந்த நிலையில்,,
ஓர் நட்சத்திரம் !
வானவில்லை ஒளிச்சிரிப்பாய் கொட்டி,
குதிரைபோல் நகரவே..
நானும் ஜாக்கியாய் பின்னே பறக்கவே…!!

Thursday, 19 May 2016

Tamil Nadu Elections 2016 - What's in it for Youth?






























NOTE: Views expressed here are Personal

Finally the much expected festival is over and as expected one of the so-called-Dravidian-Party came to power (whom didn’t even what exactly Dravidian thoughts are).

Trend:
Now, we could see all these FB posts of many youths posting like ‘Worst Election Results’, ‘Again Sticker Ruling’ and much more. These posts are full of pessimism and some idiots have even gone to the extent of saying ‘Tamil people will even vote to Rajapaksa if given an amount of Rs.500’. Seriously people? I know we are losing our identity and voting for money (mostly). But have we gone bad to that extent? No.

Reason for No Change:
First of all, the reason why we didn’t create a change is because we didn’t really have a Leader who is up for that challenge. PMK or NTK? Yeah maybe. I am not supporting them here. They are the ones who spoke of change. But, PMK is based on caste and NTK is still a small party. And the activism oriented Communists are sitting ducks here forging alliances with whomever they can.

Some Optimism:
          So, we don’t have to be pessimistic here. From analyzing the % of votes, we can sense that we are up for the CHAlleNGE. We have given a quite % of votes for NTK hoping for a Change. Even PMK which is basically a caste party had some % of votes other than their obvious vote bank areas. And NOTA (whether good or bad) have a significant % increase. So, we don’t have to lose our hopes.

Is Change a Simple One to Achieve?
          Try analyzing any Change that has been made around the world. It was not made in a day or a month or a year. It took many years and even centuries to make that Change. How many years are we youths speaking about Change? Maybe one year I suppose after the Chennai floods and stickers. So, let’s have to keep optimistic and work towards the Change. It's like Sivaji says in Thevar Magan 'If I sow a seed, I may not live to see it grow and eat it's fruits. But, My Son! You can eat it and your next generation can eat it. But, the seed is sown by me. And I am not proud of it. It's my Duty.''

So??
          So, what could be that work? There are many. But from whatever I saw, I read and I heard, I consider the following as high priority:
        
1)  Don’t vote or support Caste based parties. I can hear the youth saying that we are out of it long before. That means you are not analyzing the current scenarios. Remember the Dalit murder some months back in Tirupur in broad daylight. During then, the Social media was flooded with posts and comments. The ironic part is most of those were in favor of it, hailing the killers. We may be educated and act like intellectuals but we still have that Caste in us. We all know our parents won’t allow a Dalit inside our house even now. But do we have the guts to speak against it and get them inside?
Even the well educated are supporting it. Let me say this with an example. A relative of mine says he will cast his vote for the party which was formed based on our caste. The reason is he believes that only with party support they can fight inter-caste marriages. So, this is how a well educated intellectual thinks. And there are many more.

2)  Activism: I am sure most of us in Tamilnadu including me don’t know the exact meaning of it. We don’t have that much of a history of activism here. The last activism we can remember was the support of 2013 Anti-Sri Lanka protests. That too it was done mostly by Students. Actors, Doctors and IT company employees did a token protest and went back to normal (?) life. That too was brought done in sometime. Dating before that was Anti-Hindi agitation which had a principle behind it but it was used by Karunanidhi for his political purposes. But, those protests were the real examples of activism. Thousands and thousands of students and party workers started doing protests and train blockings. The whole state functionary was stunned. They had no other go than to heed to the protests. Recently, we had one example of it. Anti-TASMAC agitations. But it was immediately brought down with the help of Sedition charges (a charge used by state machinery every time to put down the activists).
So, what is the activism that we can do? Vetting out in the FB (that too with careful usage of words so that you won’t get booked for sedition) and chit chats in tea shops, offices and colleges? Where are the trade unions and college unions which form the basics of Politics in a State (College Unions played a big part in mobilizing people and students for Anti-Hindi Agitations. How many of us had Unions in our colleges?)  Where are those angry speeches and angry protests against the state atrocities? Where are those intellectuals who educated us with their Cinema, Literature and Songs?
To be frank, we don’t have much of these. So, without these there is no point in asking for a Change. We have to recreate them and that too with a strong fell in it.

3)  To Vote Right: It’s okay if you don’t think anyone is a right candidate and you voted for NOTA. You could be a right candidate but you couldn’t get into Politics since you have your own personal concerns. But, the least you can do is vote right? Saying that I have my own personal work to mend to other than these shitty politics maybe your argument. I am okay with it. But, don’t you dare talk about Politics again. It’s because as Bertolt Brecht says, ‘The worst Illiterate is the Politically Illiterate”. We can speak with real Illiterates and reason with them. But, there is no use in speaking with people who act as Illiterates. And there are many youths who spoke of Change and went back to vote for Dravidian parties. What’s the use in it?

4)  Educating Self: To be politically literate, one needs more learning. You don’t have to read about Communism to learn about Activism. Dravidian parties have a long proof of Activism in their initial stages. It’s up to you to choose your Ideology. But, once it is chosen keep reading about it till you know nook and corner of it. Keep reading books about it. Keep watching Cinemas about it. I would suggest documentaries for this over Feature Cinema. (because most Feature Cinemas are work of Fiction, have their own clichés and most of them are afraid of the State but Documentaries document the real happenings of Real People) After all those learning, if you find everything as fake, create your own Ideology. Socialism, Communism, Dravidism, Marxism, Leninism and even Capitalism are all founded by us. So, you too can invent one.  But make sure it’s not a child of Capitalism.

So, let's not lose our hopes with the results. Let's educate ourselves and get back up again :)

Some documentaries to start with:

Red Ant Dream
A look into the fight of Maoists. This one doesn't justify their terrorism. It tries to explore the reasons behind its formation.

The Revolutionary Optimists
The film follows Ganguly and 4 children from Kolkata’s poorest slums on an intimate journey through their adolescence. Together they fight seemingly insurmountable odds to build a better future for themselves and their community, challenging the notion that marginalization is written into their destiny. 

India Untouched
A look into Casteism and reasons for you to believe that Casteism still exists in India

Muzaffarnagar Baaqi Hai
A inside look into the politics played by almost every single party of UP that led to the Muzaffarnagar riots (This Documentary was tried to screen in Chennai but stopped due to protests)

Placebo – Insight into the pressures of academic success in colleges in India
Placebo is all about providing insight into a remarkable place where the pressures of academic success, on some of the best minds of India, are unprecedented. Garnering support from all quarters, this documentary was a story that needed to be told to the world.
Watch the trailer here

Bhopali – The fight of the Bhopal gas tragedy victims.
A feature documentary focussing on the shattered lives of the survivors of the world’s worst industrial disaster, Bhopali shows their unending suffering and their fight for justice against Union Carbide, set against the backdrop of high stakes activism, global politics and human rights advocacy. A tough, gripping documentary, Bhopali shines a glaring light on the wreckage of that calm December night’s events.
Watch the trailer here

Jashn-e-azadi - How we celebrate freedom
Directed by Sanjay Kak, an independent filmmaker, this film depicts the never-ending violence in Kashmir. The movie changed the way people perceived Kashmir, by telling one about life in Kashmir, under the constant eye of the military, and the never-ending struggle of survival and death in the valley. 

Thanks for some great compilation of documentaries from India

Thursday, 12 May 2016

Music - A try with Free Writing


Note: The below post is a try with Free Writing (but with a topic). So, please don't except much of a connection and logic. Free writing is an art of letting words flow from your mind without any self-criticism. And it's awesome to see how a mind can think and goes on connecting to other things <3

            I have read like “when you are into Drug (Marijuana kind of drug), you can hear even the smallest beat in a song or a music track”. That’s the effect of that drug they say.
            But, what if that Music itself becomes a Drug? Like the sound of breeze blowing over me right now. The sound of a Generator nearby. The sound of Dogs barking somewhere far.
            So, what makes us differentiate between Music and Sound? What makes us addicted to Music? Are Sound and Music really separate ones?
            Everyone has their own Music and their own definitions for Music. For some, it gives pleasure. For some, it gives pain and they like pleasure from it.
            So, I would basically say, Music may be collection of sounds. Not just the sounds from Guitar or Keyboard. Just collection of any sounds. For example, record some barking of dogs at its different moods. (Similar to different notes) and make those barking classified into different volume levels. (similar to low to high decibels of a single note)
            So, now Dog became a Music instrument. It has different notes at different decibels. So, the instrument is at our creativity to innovate and produce Music from it. And believe me, not only Bar(Roc)K music, you can make a mind blowing melody from it. (and different Dogs make different instruments)
            Coming back to the Drug, Music keeps you addicted. So, why are you addicted? And that too especially to ARR or Ilayaraja or Hans Zimmer or Ennio Morricone or Santhosh Narayanan? And why you become stoned when you hear some of their works?
            Maybe because everyone of us have their own psych levels and mood swings. Basically, Music goes with your mind. Don’t know how about others. This is just from my feelings. When I am rocking, I like to hear Parai. When I am somewhere upstairs in my house with breezing climate, I get boozed by the melody. And when I am frustrated, I hear Love failure songs and some psychologically penetrating songs like Requiem for a Dream and something like that. And when my mind gets empty leaving no place for feelings, it doesn’t want any particular Music. It longs for a Radio which surprises you with its Random Music and gives you random mood swings.
            These all are ordinary Music. A drug Music is the one which willfully changes your mind irrespective of whatever mood you are in right now. That’s the Drug. Don’t ever leave it. And that’s Parai for me. What’s yours?
            Whatever place it might be,
            Whatever People may be around me,
            Let them think,
            Let them speak,
            Let them laugh,
            But, that Druggy Music,
            Whenever I hear,
Makes my heart beat fast,
Makes my leg nervous,
And even if I can’t dance,
My mind choreographs
For every single beat of it,
And does a virtual dance
And that happens every single time
Like it’s the last time.

I will tell you one example. Just looking above right now, it’s just some clouds passing slowly over the Moon. But imagining with PARAI, it’s like the clouds are the bad guys roaming around and hurting the stars whom are the good guys. And the Moon, the Hero, goes inside the clouds, does a fight and comes out majestically with the PARAI grooving in the background.

NOTE: And finally a post which I didn't have to edit at all :D

Saturday, 7 May 2016

When you accidentally find your childhood memories


Recently lost my phone and was using a basic model Nokia phone.
That’s when I came across these awesome Picture messages in my phone which brought back my childhood memories <3
I happened to use them in my 12th standard from my Dad’s phone to send greetings, congratulations and sometimes just funny things to friends.

Some of those picture messages I am able to find:

Which we use for greetings:




I know the second is not actually a greeting but what to do..it's how it happened 

Which we used for making fun:




Which were related to some God (??) and Mom




Which contained Celebrities:



Which we didn't get to use and simply occupied our phone space (but still we kept them hoping that we might use them someday):















Some trivia about these Picture messages:

1)  It’s not just ordinary message. It’s equal to 3 messages when you send a single picture message. So, we use this to send greetings in morning and keep 3 message count for the night greeting (we have only 100 messages allowed for a day)
2) Free messages not allowed on Festival days..so we have to spend 5 rupees for a picture message to send a greeting and believe me the feeling we get after receiving a pic message on a festival day from your friend is priceless
3) I still don't know how these are created and converted as Picture messages. If anyone knows it, please let me know

NOTE: I know these are only few. There are loads and loads of picture messages out there. If anyone of you have it, please share it to me at netbharath@gmail.com. Will update it here :) <3

Thursday, 5 May 2016

Collection of things which you long for - what is it called?

NOTE 1: Ignore the things in brackets as of now and keep reading and read them after you finished reading the whole post
NOTE 2: Keep reading without looking for logic till you reach the climax

Don’t know where it started..just typing whatever I can remember
Seems there is a tradition where friends come together on every year as a get together
That way we are going this year
The hero who seems to be me also goes where we all have a great time (me and my friends)
There were many girls and many old ladies too (girls in train)
I was attracted to one girl who was very talkative and smiling all the time (dream girl)

And there was one particular lady who was very talkative and keeps talking about how she misses her husband and the bike rides with him (A German movie which I saw recently where a old lady missed her bike rides with her husband and how a kid helps her to relive that riding moments)

I kept on ogling her and the station came (which I always do)
That’s when I saw the Actor Prakash Raj. He seems to be my uncle who came to pick me up (don’t know why he came but maybe I admired his acting)

That girl and that old lady were complaining about the distance to their home. Seems my uncle found my interest for that girl. He threw his RE keys at me and winked his eye at me. But, don’t know why. I didn’t take that chance (longing for RE and missing chances when I got it). Rather I asked my Uncle to drop that Old lady which might give her some memories (naama thaan nallaa illa..aduthavanglaavathu nallaa irukkattum)

Then, out of nowhere came a tradition where a lot is kept and three boys and three girls were drawn from it. Me and that girl got chosen. That’s when I too got to know she was also seeing me.

Then came many traditions which I didn’t understand but I was very happy since I got to be with her. Then, there was no knotting but we were announced husband and wife. Then, I started thinking about what will happen that night ;) (Obvious longing for all boys)

That’s when I thought about my parents. And her parents. I started to think whether it is true or just for fun. So, if it’s for fun I thought to ask her like ‘Shall we marry even if this is fake?” And I wanted to ask her what caste she belongs to so that I can convince my parents for marriage if she is of same caste. My mind said she might be of same caste (caste issues)

Still I was thinking what will happen that night too. So, I started looking at that room where she was but I was afraid to go inside. That’s when someone came to me and started talking. (The sixth sense movie where Bruce Willis couldn’t go to his wife due to his helping for that kid). I couldn’t concentrate but I couldn’t ignore and leave too. So, I kept listening and looking at the lights in her room in parallel. After some time, the lights went off. Don’t know why. I walked back again to my friends (maybe Bro code but not totally..because there was no way so I went back. But still I can boast as Bro code :P)

And, my friend woke me up which made me angry and helpless. I even tried sleeping again but it didn’t continue L (namakellaam kedachutaalum)

Yeah. It’s a dream and it’s a culmination of whatever things I was longing for and successfully I was able to achieve it except that one thing at last :P (which I had mentioned in the brackets then and there)


But there is a beauty with the dreams. It keeps you in check. I had a same kind of dream when I was in my 9th standard. There the dream stopped after the engagement with a girl (where we long for marriage). Now after marriage (where we long for the after marriage things). Maybe that’s what our dreams try to imply. It shuts us at the point after which we want things to happen and makes us longing for it badly.

Wednesday, 4 May 2016

Tubelight Ka Chaand - A tale of Innocence



Fed up of ‘Don’t give up! You can do it!’ preaching? How about a heartfelt short film on it?

Here comes Tubelight Ka Chaand !!



Plot: A kid longs for Moon, but couldn’t touch or go anywhere near to it. So, he tries to create a Moon for himself? Will he succeed?

Director: Directed by Shlok Sharma (AD of Anurag Kashyap in Dev D(2009) and Gangs of Wasseypur (2012) and director Haraamkhor (2015)) and produced by Anurag Kashap Productions.

About the Short film: The movie is rich in visuals with lights and bulbs all over it. The music, one of the light hearted one in the recent times I have heard. That too the rhythmic voice over with childish giggles in it makes it so adorable. It was good thinking of the Director to use the police search and media hype parallely to give a comic touch J
The kid is the only actor in it and he steals the show with his innocence (Bulbs are another actors here though <3 )

NOTE: Watch out for the last final childish giggle which gives you that ‘Don’t give up! You can!’ feel I told about in the beginning (the ending reminds me of the ending of the short film 2+2=5 )

Sunday, 1 May 2016

Kerala Cafe - An Anthology from Malayalam Cinema

                           

Movie: Kerala Cafe
Language: Malayalam
Release: 2009
Director(s): Lal Jose, Shaji Kailas, Anwar Rasheed, Shyamaprasad, B. Unnikrishnan, Revathy, Anjali Menon, M. Padmakumar, Shankar Ramakrishnan, and Uday Ananthan

It's really unbelievable what Malayalam Cinema can give you. It surprises you and keeps growing on you. One of that kind is Director Ranjith's venture where he brings together 10 famous/famous-to-be directors of Malayalam cinema to direct 10 shorts, woven together. It starts with a prologue from Sathyan Anthikad where he says that these are 'not just 10 just shorts, they are 10 realizations
 
Each of them is unique in their making stlye and almost different genre but all of them get connected under the theme of Journey and a place called Kerala Café (a café at a Kozhikode railway station)
The film starts with introduction of the place Kerala Café to us and then goes on to the shorts.

Nostalgia
Director :M. Padmakumar,
Cast : Dileep, Navya Nair, Babu Namboothiri, Sreelatha and Sudheesh

As the name suggests, it’s about the people who speaks about their villages, its greeneries and its people and eventually goes back to making money by selling their lands and keeps complaining. So, it’s just about people who do nothing but just talk




Island Express
Director: Shankar Ramakrishnan
Cast: Prithviraj, Jayasuriya,Rahman, Maniyanpillai Raju and Sukumari

A guy who writes a book (Leon’s Diary) and travels to Kerala with his girlfriend to publish it
An Amma who goes to see her husband
A guy working in Railways
A guy looking for his lost Love
An Army man who goes to deliver the body of a deceased doctor
All these might seem random. But, all of them have a common thing and how they are connected is a heart-warming tale of sorrows which teaches us about letting go and move on

Lalitham Hiranmayam (Lalitha and Hirmayi)
Director: Shaji Kailas
Cast: Suresh Gopi, Jyothirmayee, Dhanya Mary


 A guy has an extra-marital affair and confesses it his wife. He then gets mentally disturbed on whom to choose and as a result dies in an accident. What happens between the two women after that is the contemporary rest
 





MRITYUNJAYAM (Beyond Death)
Director: Uday Ananthan
Cast :Thilakan, Fahadh Fazil,Rima Kallingal



Totally different genre for a short film. It’s about a house which is surrounded by a mystery and a journalist comes there to solve it. What happens to him forms the plot?






Happy Journey
Director: Anjali Menon
Cast: Jagathy Sreekumar, Nithya Menon

An Ordinary weekend
An Ordinary Kerala state bus
Some Ordinary people
An Ordinary journey
It was supposed to be like that. And it was like that except for one. A married flirt going home for weekend tries his chance on a girl and what he gets in return makes that journey an extra-ordinary for him.
We can guess the climax right from the time the girl starts talking. But, the skill of director made us wait till the end to see that ‘one look’ on that flirt’s face.

Aviramam (Endless)
Director: B Unnikrishnan
Cast: Siddique, Shwetha Menon




A perfect family of a guy gets tested due to IT recession. So, he decides to take the extreme step. But, will he do it?








Off Season
Director: Shayamaprasad
Cast: Suraj Venjarammood, Vindhyan, 2 foreign tourists from kovalam.



A light hearted comedy – when a tourist guide in Kovalam beach meets a Portuguese couple.
What happens when you expect something from someone but it turns out the someone expects that same from you badly? :P






Bridge
Director : Anwar Rasheed
Cast: Salim Kumar,Kalpana, Santhadevi

When two souls are lost by their loved ones knowingly/unknowingly..there comes a bridge in between them?
What is it?
To know that, watch this heart touching tale from Anwar Rasheed
Even without seeing the other 2 shorts, I can tell this will be my best pick among all <3     
Anwar Rasheed occupies you with his frames right from the start and never leaves you even after the short gets over (the little boy running towards camera swaying the Love dollar, the kitten in the scooter and all frames in the interior Kerala with lake/river in the backdrop)

Makal (meaning Daughter in Tamil (Tirunalveli Slang))
Director: Revathy
Cast: Sona Nair, Sreenath

The story of a girl from Tirunelveli (Tamilnadu) who is forced to get adopted by a Malayali couple due to her family's poverty. But, what happens next is a tragedy but a hard reality happening silently in our country. The ironic part of the short is that the film is told by the brother of the girl who works as a tea boy (the girl was forced into adoption saying her family will prosper and her brother will get a good education)

Puram Kazhchakal (Passing Views)
Director: Lal Jose
Cast: Mammootty, Sreenivasan

As the name says, we pass around many people every day. At home. At bus stop. At railway station. At market. At School/College. At working place. Etc
For every single people we create our own impression about him/her and start judging them. We greet them or talk to them with that same impression. It may be a good one or a bad one. But, what we don’t know is ‘The face’ which gave you that impression is not real. There lies a real face behind which we forget to see
Lal Jose short tries to show you that face. It is set on a bus going uphill with a random man (Mamotty) where the fellow passengers starts judging him.

Note: Watch out for the final scene where all of them are connected together. It makes you understand that 'Every single person out there before you in this world has a story or a story themselves'. But, the point is 'Are we ready to seek the story?'