Collection of things which you long for - what is it called?

NOTE 1: Ignore the things in brackets as of now and keep reading and read them after you finished reading the whole post

NOTE 2: Keep reading without looking for logic till you reach the climax

Don’t know where it started..just typing whatever I can remember

Seems there is a tradition where friends come together on every year as a get together

That way we are going this year

The hero who seems to be me also goes where we all have a great time (me and my friends)

There were many girls and many old ladies too (girls in train)

I was attracted to one girl who was very talkative and smiling all the time (dream girl)

And there was one particular lady who was very talkative and keeps talking about how she misses her husband and the bike rides with him (A German movie which I saw recently where a old lady missed her bike rides with her husband and how a kid helps her to relive that riding moments)

I kept on ogling her and the station came (which I always do)

That’s when I saw the Actor Prakash Raj. He seems to be my uncle who came to pick me up (don’t know why he came but maybe I admired his acting)

That girl and that old lady were complaining about the distance to their home. Seems my uncle found my interest for that girl. He threw his RE keys at me and winked his eye at me. But, don’t know why. I didn’t take that chance (longing for RE and missing chances when I got it). Rather I asked my Uncle to drop that Old lady which might give her some memories (naama thaan nallaa illa..aduthavanglaavathu nallaa irukkattum)

Then, out of nowhere came a tradition where a lot is kept and three boys and three girls were drawn from it. Me and that girl got chosen. That’s when I too got to know she was also seeing me.

Then came many traditions which I didn’t understand but I was very happy since I got to be with her. Then, there was no knotting but we were announced husband and wife. Then, I started thinking about what will happen that night ;) (Obvious longing for all boys)

That’s when I thought about my parents. And her parents. I started to think whether it is true or just for fun. So, if it’s for fun I thought to ask her like ‘Shall we marry even if this is fake?” And I wanted to ask her what caste she belongs to so that I can convince my parents for marriage if she is of same caste. My mind said she might be of same caste (caste issues)

Still I was thinking what will happen that night too. So, I started looking at that room where she was but I was afraid to go inside. That’s when someone came to me and started talking. (The sixth sense movie where Bruce Willis couldn’t go to his wife due to his helping for that kid). I couldn’t concentrate but I couldn’t ignore and leave too. So, I kept listening and looking at the lights in her room in parallel. After some time, the lights went off. Don’t know why. I walked back again to my friends (maybe Bro code but not totally..because there was no way so I went back. But still I can boast as Bro code :P)

And, my friend woke me up which made me angry and helpless. I even tried sleeping again but it didn’t continue L (namakellaam kedachutaalum)

Yeah. It’s a dream and it’s a culmination of whatever things I was longing for and successfully I was able to achieve it except that one thing at last :P (which I had mentioned in the brackets then and there)

But there is a beauty with the dreams. It keeps you in check. I had a same kind of dream when I was in my 9^th standard. There the dream stopped after the engagement with a girl (where we long for marriage). Now after marriage (where we long for the after marriage things). Maybe that’s what our dreams try to imply. It shuts us at the point after which we want things to happen and makes us longing for it badly.